Feeling Down

I have been feeling down as of late, not depressed per say, just sadness. It's amazing how we imagine what life we will be living and what we will achieve and make plans for our future, and none of them comes true no matter how hard we try.

For years now I have been hoping for hmmm small things, not asking to become the next Jeff Bezos or anything but hoping for some stability and joy, and despite being let down every time, stupidly enough I keep hoping again and again and keep getting the same results. So, I have decided from now to not expect anything or hope, and that way, I won't be let down anymore. Whatever happens happens.

You might think that this is just surrender, but it's not, it’s accepting life as it is and just going with the flow. I think that makes life a bit easier, don’t you? I'm not going to stop trying; I just won't expect anything in return.