Faith
Can you be a person who has faith and be angry with God at the same time?
I have been asking myself this question for a while now, I’m so angry its consuming me completely to the point that it is affecting my health and my sanity. I won’t be so high on my horses and try and pretend that its about all the destruction that is allowed to take place around the world, and the millions of children that die every year of hunger even though the other half is throwing food out in access. These anger me as well, but I am as other humans, my anger is for injustices that concerns me.
I used to think, in my naïve days, that if someone is really bad and everyone prays for liberation from that person, I mean thousands pray, that this person will be taken care of. Especially if everyone knows how bad that person is. But I have found out the hard way, that this is not the case. I guess there is no justice any more in the world and everyone should find for themselves.
I know what am saying would make people think that I have lost my faith, but I haven’t. I just don’t get how all this is allowed to continue. Im at a loss and don’t know how to overcome this anger.